Thursday, June 2, 2011

Pieces of a Puzzle

All of life is a magnificent puzzle. There are puzzles within puzzles as we live in such a dimensional world , and we are forever piecing things together things to see new pictures  & get new perspectives on things.

 I have three sisters & two brothers, but I only grew up with one of my sisters and one of my brothers. 

Like others I was a part of a divorced family. I didn't realize this until I was about 4 though.  I had always felt the man who raised me was my father. Still this led into another family. My biological father had a son from his first marriage and then later had two daughters with a new wife. 
  I have met them all  and have had time with them speckled in my life. I remember meeting my youngest brother and seeing him perhaps three times before we became adults. My youngest sisters I saw more often & formed relationships when ever we were close together .

I was raised with my sister. When  I was one she began dating the man I will forever call my Dad & father as he raised me & loved me as his own. When I was 8 1/2 my Mom & Dad had a son & this was the brother I grew up with.

We are all grown up now,and the sister & brother who I grew up with live in the city next to mine. We talk & see one another from time to time. I am closer to my oldest sister so I see her far more often, but still this is where the outer family lives.

On Face Book of all places I found my youngest brother. I remember laughing  because it was like we found one another & were bonding over farmville of all things. It sounded like something  any talk show host would have laughed about as well.
 I also found my younger sisters there as well and began communicating.

These people , all of them are a part of me.I am grateful for finding  my other siblings and hope we can become closer. 

Finding parts and putting other pieces of my life is bringing me not just  more joy  but, also peace & understanding.
It is helping me understand things better, put things into a clearer perspective .
I am getting ready for another shift in my life & trying to clear away  some old things, make peace with what things that I can even if it is an inner healing and embrace the many things within my life as well.

I am thankful for my life, for things that I am learning & the ways that I am growing.
Bless Be
            ~IndigoSky 

1 comment:

  1. Shaking my head when will I learn to blog errg "She" is my mother not my sister is that one line I was raised with my sister. when I was one she began to date the man I will forever consider my father.. shaking my head Ohh goddess my sister isnt my mother my sister is 2 1/2 years older then me

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